Kelsea Ballerini – I Sit In Parks Lyrics

Kelsea Ballerini I Sit In Parks Lyrics

I sit in parks
It breaks my heart, ’cause I see just how far I am
From the things that I want
Dad brought the picnic, Mom brought the sunscreen
Two kids are laughing and crying on red swings

We look about the same age
But we don’t have the same Saturdays

Did I miss it? By now, is it a lucid dream?
Is it my fault for chasing things a body clock doesn’t wait for?
I did the damn tour, it’s what I wanted, what I got
I spun around and then I stopped
And wonder if I missed the mark

So, I sit in parks
Sunglasses dark, and I hit the vape
Hallucinate a nursery with Noah’s Ark
They lay on a blanket, and God damn it, he loves her
I wonder if she wants my freedom, like I want to be a mother

But Rolling Stone says I’m on the right road
So I refill my Lexapro, thinking

Did I miss it? By now, is it a lucid dream?
Is it my fault for chasing things a body clock doesn’t wait for?
I did the damn tour, it’s what I wanted, what I got
I spun around and then I stopped
And wonder if I missed the mark

So, I sit in parks checking benchmarks
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