RAYE Escapism Lyrics (feat. 070 Shake)
Sleazing and teasing I’m sitting on him
All of my diamonds are dripping on him
I met him at the bar it was 12 or something
I ordered two more wines
Cus tonight I want him
A little context if you care to listen
I find myself in a shit position
The man that I love sat me down last night
And told me that over, dumb decision
And I don’t want to feel how my heart is ripping
Fact I don’t wana feel
So I stick to sipping
And I’m out on the town
With a simple mission
In my little black dress and this shit is sitting
Just a heart broke bitch
High heels six inch
In the back of the night club
Sipping champagne
I don’t trust
Any of these bitches I’m with
In the back of the taxi
Sniffing cocaine
Drunk calls drunk texts
Drunk tears drunk sex
I was looking for a man who is on the same page
Now it’s back to the intro
Back to the bar
To the bentley
To the hotel, to my old ways
Cus
I don’t wana feel how I did last night
I don’t wana feel how I did last night
Doctor doctor anything please
Doctor doctor have mercy on me take this pain away
You’re asking me my symptoms doctor
I don’t wana feel
Verse 2
Toke this joint how I’m blowing this steam
Back to ways like 2019
Not 24 hours since my ex did dead it
I got a new man on me it’s about to get sweaty
Last night really was the cherry on the cake
Been some dark days lately
And I’m finding it crippling
Excuse my state
I’m high as your hopes
That you’ll make it to my bed
Get me hot and sizzling
If I take a step back
To see the glass half full
At least
It’s the prada two piece
That I’m tripping in
And I’m already acting like a dick
Na I mean, so you might as well stick in it.
Pre
Cus I don’t wana feel
Like I felt last night
I don’t wana feel
Like I felt last night
Be at peace with the things you can’t change
I’ll be naked when I leave, I was naked when I came
Yeah
Out of reach, out of touch
Too numb I don’t feel no way
Toast up, so what, street small but it go both ways
So, you’ll run, but you’ll never escape
Sunset in the maze
Cus
I don’t wana feel how I did last night
I don’t wana feel how I did last night
Doctor doctor anything please
Doctor doctor have mercy on me take this pain away
You’re asking me my symptoms doctor
I don’t wana feel
Lipstick smudged like modern art
I don’t know where the fuck am
Or who’s driving the fucking car
Speeding down the highway sipping
Mixing pills w the liquor
Cus fuck these feelings
I left everyone I love on read (uh huh)
Spilling secrets to the stranger in my bed (uh huh)
I remember nothing so there’s nothing to regret uh huh
Other than this 4/4 kick drum pounding in my head mmm